Do what you love.

Back in uni alreadyyyyy!Luckily the roommate was already there if not I would have to sleep alone in this apartment for a night.Sounds so scary especially when there are hardly anyone in this block since most of them would be coming back on Sunday.

But yeah a week of semester break felt like 5 days only as the rest of the 4 days I had to catch up with assignments,completing them all to feel the satisfaction.

I watched THOR-the movie where everyone praised as though it was some great movie of the year but it wasn't for me.There were more fight scenes,and I was bored already.It was just like watching an ordinary movie on HBO or Star Movies.

But at least,now I know who Chris Hemsworth is.But yeah,he is really good looking.The brother of Liam Hemsworth.Oh and I watched it with Mum so yeah I did spend some time with her chatting about university and careers and all.My mind felt lighter I think.

I always need to tell people how I feel about something.It is weird.I could even tell a stranger about it.I wouldn't say that my brain's smart to do so,because a smart brain would tell me to give information to certain people but well,my brain's weird.Weird brain.

I did venture into the Chinese hawker stalls,just to feel the satisfaction of the stomach.I still remember the feel of the dumpling-prawn dumpling.Delicious!

As I looked at the stalls while talking to both of them,I wondered how it must be like to open up a Chinese food stall.The hours put in to make the dough for the noodles,the hot soup.It is a hard life but yet I saw determination in the young hawker's face as he cooked the fried vegetables.They worked hard,a hard life.
And I wondered to myself as I looked at him.

Would you want another job?Do you like the job?

I wondered to myself.
I felt sorry for him.Maybe you didn't have the opportunity young one.

Do people go for careers that would earn them a lifetime or would they go for careers that loved them?

I thought about it and when I did chat with some people,money seemed to be the main priority.So you go for jobs that gave you a good catch eh?

I couldn't help but to feel sorry for them.
You chose a career that would give you a lot of $$,

I chose a career that would make me say,
My job is like chocolate,
I would taste it's goodness,
Just like how I would taste the goodness of my career

To the rest of you all,
I wish you all the best,
I hope you don't have a mental breakdown
And tell me one day
"I don't like my job.I cannot tahan."

This is a little piece of advise from me.

DO WHAT YOU LOVE.
Don't do something just because of the outcome of it.
Do it cos you love it.

Here's a quote from Steve Jobs
"The only way to do great work is to love what you do."

Broken

Broken am I as I looked at their pictures and noticed that

they would only hang out with their own kind,

they were all East Malaysians,

not a single WEST MALAYSIAN,

Angry seems to be the right word here

but somehow it doesn't feel right,

I just came back from the land of the natives

I felt so close to them,

And here,

I feel the anger rising,

this can't be happening,

What's worst is that

They are all so unfriendly

Only a few would talk

But still to get to that point of intimacy

Is so damn hard.