christmas tree blues

Christmas is coming soon. Andd somehow I wished it was like all those Christmases where I would feel so enthusiastic.

We finally have a Christmas tree!It's a much smaller one compared to the one I had a long time ago.

Back then,when I was a child,I remember being so excited decorating the Christmas tree.It was a tall one and it was always the centre of attention when visitors came over to our house.Now,Christmas trees are everywhere.Every shop that you go has got a Christmas tree and mind you,they ain't that small.

It's been so long since I had a Christmas tree at home.It feels as though the space where it had been had just disappeared.

The drama.

Somewhere along the line,there is always the need,(maybe in my case),to have a friend who can understand you.And I am thankful for that that I have one,for now.

And yes life is an acting stage sometimes,where I sometimes have to act and be fake in front of people.It's all about the drama and how you play it well.In a way,it is a good thing as it conceals a part of you to the  world.

I think I'm getting pretty good with this game now.