I can feel the pressure of the HT KAB 2015!It was a year ago that I was a only an ajk.But now,I was heading the decorations for the stage!I don't believe it.Time flies so fast.And if it was last year that I applied for the mmk,this year I would not be.
I still remember how I felt about an MMK. It never occured to me that I would have less sleep in a day,stressed,feeling out of place.But I don't have that feelings anymore.I want to be a normal student back.I remember Pui Lan telling me that being an mmk was going to be so stressful.I don't remember chatting or being close to any of my seniors.I just applied.I think the reason I got the post was because it has been years since an Indian applied for an MMK post.
I am glad that I don't have any partner also.I am glad that I was able to make any decisions without consulting another person.The next batch would be different though,very different.I can imagine myself just watching the scene of the next batch going for meetings,deciding on something,getting to know one another.I can replay the whole episode in my head because I went through all of that.Many surprising and frightening outcomes too!( People quitting their posts,a new student as the chairman,etc...)
And as for me,I can't wait to be a normal student without any post and enjoy more debate competitions and go back home more often!Oh how,I miss home.
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